Thursday, July 05, 2007
i left my wallet on bus 119 gosh cos i was totally absorbed in reading 'the five ppl you meet in heaven'. it was oh so wonderfully inspirational and beautiful that i forgot abt my wallet. i feel like killing myself now. anyway the office closed at six thirty and im feeling so annoyed.
LIFE SUCKS. well they said live the present and be contented. im sorry i can't do it. many times a day i just feel like curling up into a corner and just cry everything out. i hate life i hate studying for the sake of exams (i love studying!) i hate feeling oh so guilty now bcos i have so much things to do but im here now. this is fucking sick.
i feel like puking cos im so sick of everything. i hate gaining more and more hi-bye friends. according to the book, it said that life on earth is only the beginning but hell this beginning is sickingly long. i wna be in heaven now, i want to evaluate all the nonsensical things im doing now. i wish someone would give me strength give me the energy to overcome all these.
im so sorry for being so lousy. maybe i should go back to my books now.
and a very big thank you to all the bio teachers for making the effort to print us all those notes `smiles weakly. i mean it, no sacarsm anywhere.
goodbye and till then.
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It wont be soon before long says:
remember we are going to die before 65
It wont be soon before long says:
50 more years to live
It wont be soon before long says:
and why are we frittering our lives away
can we go to heaven now
QUEENS OF STONE AND INSEPARABLE says:
and ask for our life's tape
QUEENS OF STONE AND INSEPARABLE says:
and we'll stay always
QUEENS OF STONE AND INSEPARABLE says:
at that year
(: i love my twin
i left my wallet on bus 119 gosh cos i was totally absorbed in reading 'the five ppl you meet in heaven'. it was oh so wonderfully inspirational and beautiful that i forgot abt my wallet. i feel like killing myself now. anyway the office closed at six thirty and im feeling so annoyed.
LIFE SUCKS. well they said live the present and be contented. im sorry i can't do it. many times a day i just feel like curling up into a corner and just cry everything out. i hate life i hate studying for the sake of exams (i love studying!) i hate feeling oh so guilty now bcos i have so much things to do but im here now. this is fucking sick.
i feel like puking cos im so sick of everything. i hate gaining more and more hi-bye friends. according to the book, it said that life on earth is only the beginning but hell this beginning is sickingly long. i wna be in heaven now, i want to evaluate all the nonsensical things im doing now. i wish someone would give me strength give me the energy to overcome all these.
im so sorry for being so lousy. maybe i should go back to my books now.
and a very big thank you to all the bio teachers for making the effort to print us all those notes `smiles weakly. i mean it, no sacarsm anywhere.
goodbye and till then.
/edit
It wont be soon before long says:
remember we are going to die before 65
It wont be soon before long says:
50 more years to live
It wont be soon before long says:
and why are we frittering our lives away
can we go to heaven now
QUEENS OF STONE AND INSEPARABLE says:
and ask for our life's tape
QUEENS OF STONE AND INSEPARABLE says:
and we'll stay always
QUEENS OF STONE AND INSEPARABLE says:
at that year
(: i love my twin