Monday, September 24, 2007

hurrhurr. there's sth abt the internet tt draws me.
career talks were oh-so-boring today.
i swear i was gg crazy and dying of boredom in the hall.
things hit a low key during ss lecture when i lost hope for ss/g.
haha and to think i was so complacent to think that my a1 was assured.
MY FOOT LUHH. tiffanywong pls wake up.
piano lesson was so fun today. i love jazz ahahaha.
studied with yy and well, i did abit of work.
but tell me why am i not motivated at all.
i think tmr will be stupid, i will sit there pray for a miracle, then look at results,
cry and regret, procrastinate how im gg to work harder and go eat icecream for comfort.
honestly, i suck. this few days have been rather happy.
but now the graph is sloping down, listening to emo songs is getting me down.
tmr will kill me, hurr yes im talking abt killing myself again.
kinda want to graduate quickly, but im scared.
for so long, cedar has been my shelter, my comfort zone.
i don't really want to leave all these memories behind.
i think im feeling insecure.
im very very afraid now, it's like TROOGS' DAY(Doomsday) tmr.
i am praying for a miracle, im praying tt moderation can work wonders to my rubbish results.
i think i treated prelims as a game luhh, i wrote utter crap.
I AM ANNOYING(i love my phone alot yay:D)
hey there, procrastinator!