Sunday, December 30, 2007
Lying is done with words and also with silence.cancer.annoyance.disappointment.
what can i say?what do you want me to say?
& i wiped my tears before staring at my silent smiling reflection.
wonderful i say,have you forgotten me?
i really don't know anymore.
do you even mean what you say?
dim sum at hotel intercontinental was gooooood(:but i should stop eating :X
it's been blue.
why can't someone just make me happy for once?
i know i haven't been perfect.
i know i've been throwing tantrums now&then.
but i've been trying,trying to be perfect.
it's scary,knowing how efforts might actually turn to dust.
am i asking for too much?
im feeling so so empty.
i don't know.