Thursday, March 20, 2008
you know what! today was supposedly a happy day.
hahaha&Eleanor made me very high during math lecture :D
i swear it's like damn funny how we tried to irritate each other before spilling :D
then i came home to sleep like omggggg i end school at one.
hahahah so i was reading JODI PICOULT before i fell asleep again.
then i woke up&felt so recharged&then i was soooooo happy.
UNTIL i think of the things i need to do.
ROAR,seems like life is sucking for everyoneeeeee.
i want PAE back ): i feel so empty.
&everyone seems to be busy with their lives or missing in action or sth.
i don't want to be busy.
you know what i really want to do now is to go hide into inezlau's arms&let her tell me everything'll be fine just like the good old days.
or cry together with deardear&say how we can hide behind each other&talk silly over the phone(not that we don't do it now haha!)
or go kovan&have stupid fat days with eileen lim&eat pocky&drink yakult&bitch.
or just spend some time with my fave J&Y cos i'll never get enough of them.
or just attend houliang's class with bel again where she'll make me laugh or roll my eyes till my contacts fall out :D
or what i want to do is to spend a little time with you away from everything that makes us frown.
i want to watch the waves crash.
i am so tired of this&saying how life sucks since it won't change things.
just because this is life&life's like this.
you know what im not emo im just unhappy. but im fine,things will be fine, i will get by, right?
maybe it's cos i miss all the ppl that makes my life so fufiling&happy,where are they?
i miss you