Saturday, March 08, 2008
i feel so inadequate.anyway my whole holiday is all taken up wow?
had cheer ytd&my body ached like hell this morn.
i swear im the most inflexible girl in the whole wide world.
oh&i feel very heavy,i wish i could stop eating.
today morn dragged myself for dance.
i was feeling so dizzy&lost? goshhh.
&they don't have auditions,so im automatically in dance.
which means i've to split myself into three on wed so that i can go for dance,cheer&4z outing.
personally the only i want to be that day is to ecp with 4z,my lovely 4z!
sighhhhh. &it doesn't help that there are one thousand million homework&tests coming up.
yay i wish i had all the time&energy in the world to meet up with everyone&just laze around.
seriously,i hate school i hate life.
anyway it was happy happy meeting gf at pp macs on thurs (:(: i love gf,she's ever so sweet.
oh&i passed my econs test haha!
RAWRRRRR. t3 with evil twin tmr i hope????? i need to catch with rj girl.
oh&i wanted to go back ac badly ytd, esp after the sms from jc.
but! but! i decided to be nice&responsible&be guai and go for cheer! :/
i miss bev the les, jess the ass, my girlfriend twk, big eyes py, random friend alitheia, stupid high little boy jc, ryan's greetings everyday, asking yenlin how was canoe trng, jiaen&all her funny antics, yinglin&all our songs that stick in our heads,catching qy for ponning lessons,morn trips with rach&lesley, holland v with both rachongs&lesley,having rae on morn trips,looking at 1sd1 play frisbee,laughing at jessie james team rocket,getting annoyed at yc,morn assembly&chapel in AC,buying food for fundraising,chicken rice,yong tau foo,omelette,jelly drink,banana chocolate cake,buying roulettes&calling them my survival pills to bring for lectures........
i don't want to adapt ):
i think im gg back into that shell.
&you make me so confused.