Thursday, May 08, 2008

to put it simply,i've enough of disappointments.
i do not understand myself. i am tired of being nice to anyone¬ be treated nicely back.
i am tired of not being treated seriously.
i don't matter to ppl&things who matter to me.
pierce pierce pierce stab stab stab.
it fucking hurts. but you know what, i'll get used to this.
i don't want to be silly. but it's the only way out.
time&time again, im placed below everything else.
what's new?
"big eyes means more energy needed to keep it open during lessons. "
-Edwin
omg retarded.
&okay im wrong, it's NISHANTHI.
you were never mine from the start.