Wednesday, May 07, 2008
T: i am damn tired i cannot open my eyesS: open your eyes OPEN YOUR EYES OPEN YOUR EYES (turns ard&attempts to force open T's eyes) :XM: WHY DID YOU DO IT? (glares fiercely)T: WHAT DID I DO? (glares back)M: WHY DID YOU DO IT???? (glares)J:(background) CHARLIEEEEEEEEEEEE..........E spurts his canned drink on N... ...N: screams&shouts&complain&grumbles...E:it's not my fault the can just burst!N:im having a bloody tsunami W: (agress vehemently)W:it's the time of the monthM: (stares at watch) J obediently stands up to help W fill her bottle(complains of how the school cafe food's expensive¬ nice)W: i think we should bring out own lunchbox to school. can save money somemore(everyone agrees)M:yes we should bring our lunchboxes without food inside!save even more money!E: T,your eyes are so big...N: is your scope of vision smaller than ours?retarded exchanges in school that makes me laugh like mad. GOSHHHHH.ODAC rock climbing at Clementi :Dit totally spells FUN man!dinner dinner! retarded lame jokessssss.stupid silly games on the train back; haidai/superman,spiderman,batman/DANTA,PORKCHOP:P i need crazy ppl to keep me sane!i swear i am super drained out bye im going to zonk out
i am tired of staying strong,tired of this insecureness,tired of all this distance.i feel so much like letting the tears fall, i don't feel like holding them back anymore.you feel like an imagined character that had never stepped into my life.what can i say, except that i asked for it?i can't blame anyone for what i have chosen to put myself through.i wish that someone will make my wishes come true.