❝The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before."❞

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Friday, June 13, 2008
i finished econs!(the initial understanding part HAHA)sorry i feel the need to post my accomplishments here. i feel happy that way.anyway, i absolutely hate last minute cancellations of plans. it's been happening to me too often lately&it affected me for one whole precious hour last night cos i felt so unimportant to everyone.(okay maybe i am)thank god i got back to studying cos there's seriously too much to do&too little time. right, bottom line is, please do not date me, then wait for me to call you the night before, and then cancel plans with me with no good reason or worse, no reason at all. i mean like, if you want to pangseh me, at least give me a good reason right. and like hello? i bother to make plans with yall, because i care&i want to catch up. like, at least give me a good reason right?im not like unreasonable. lesson learnt? i will never ever make plans with such people again. make me regain my trust. i am very very insecure. sorry, take it or leave it. i am incapable of being alone these days. if my mood gets down, it'll be all your fault. because when i reserve one whole day for you, i expect the plan to go on as planned&i will not be left alone like a freaking loser. i will freaking get affected alright. i mean like i turn down plans for you&you just freaking cancel plans with me for stupid reasons or no reason at all? okay enough of complaining. everyone will just say im hard to please. okay im a bitch. bye.well, shalene was nice to pick me up. so it was KAP to study(well, abit while she did her PW) then to napkin hearts haha. well my friend, i am really proud of you :D then to meet sab it was so stupid cos apparently i am a virgin at KAP&serene centre okay whatever. then we took bus down to PS&had crystal jade yay im very pleased.then mini shopping.finally long lecture with parents on how i should study blahblah with rocher road tauhuey :D i just ran after millions of buses today with my heels&skirt baskettttt.yes i got reminded of the fact that i have four gp compres to do on top of everything. PW's dateline on 19&i am very very lost on the progress of our WR. plus i do not know whether i should go for mock math ppr on monday since i haven't actually practised any math. well on a lighter note, i am finally reading the lastest issure of TIME. hooray!yes i know, go study. well i need to sleep cos there's piano at 1130 tmr. wow great, piano ytd&piano tmr. i haven't practised! tell me where did all my time today disappear to.great im starting to talk to myself.i am in a horrible ranting mood. BISH. i.am.freaking.fat.like.my.arms.are.humongous.
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