❝The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before."❞

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Saturday, June 28, 2008
weird things we come across at Haji lane...  Y came over last night&we watched NANA! not bad (: Endless Story! then we ended up talking on msn beside each other. heh heh. Someone was missing! ): Right, &that stupid girl with so many plans the next day refused to go home till after midnight so daddy drove her home. Met Eileen&dd at Amk hub after piano today. We went ARTBOX crazy again! :D Then Eileen&I went to catch WANTED! It's been so long since i caught a movie! Though i was feeling damn cold&the movie was so horribly violent, it was still awesome! Thumbs-up! (:E: I didn't know it was NC16, they didn't even check us.T: Haha, but we're already 16 anyway.E: Huh? No? I'm not 16 yet what... ...T: -_-!! HELLO?!!!!! You're turning 17 soon my dear!Eileen's the best!I was reading Eleanor's locked entries&i found myself being overwhelmed with emotions. Then, it dawned on me why everything failed on me. Now i know the reason why. I just have this bad habit of keeping everything inside me. Since young, when im not happy, i bottle everything up. It becomes a time bomb, then it erupts. Each time im afraid of what my words will carry what it will bring, i choose not to say anything. When i wasn't feeling alright, i kept quiet, thinking that my thoughts will only burden you. Perhaps that's why i felt that everything was built on lies. I've always been scared of embarrassments, always been scared of rejection. You know what, maybe when i can find the opportunity, i'll tell you everything that i've ever wanted to. You know what, my best friends just have this natural ability to make me feel so happy. From ordinary things like how we're planning to dapao food from home just so we could eat together. It sounds so silly, but they truly make me feel blessed&loved. Thank you loves (:
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