Thursday, July 31, 2008
School drains me out like mad, no kidding about it.
Lessons has been continuous without much breaks, or it'd be a half an hour break followed by another huge block of lessons. Not adding in the extra lessons, plus I went for bio consultation today. My brain was all saturated. now, we still have open house to worry, sigh.
But, I think consultation is pretty effective. Maybe I should start consulting my Econs tutor since my Econs seem pretty much like a lost cause. AND I think I will give up on Lights Out. This is truly upsetting, I've never not know what to write for a lit assignment. I mean, even if I don't really get the poem, I would still be able to cook up something and produce a relatively fine essay somehow. But this time, I'm defeated. I shall go consult Miss Soh tmrw, although dateline is like tmrw. Oh the horrors! I'm like even missing a dateline. I am seriously worn out.
The eyes are hurting, the body is aching, the stomach is not feeling good, the head is spinning...
It didn't help that even in this zonking out stage, thoughts still creep to you. Inspiring stories, that point me a certain direction that I've known all along. I'm trying my hardest not to be affected anymore. I say, it's not entirely successful, but I've managed a little. Before I know it, I will make it.
Certain things that some people say thugs at my heart. I have to admit that perhaps sometimes I'm just too sensitive, I read too much into details. A little thing can affect me so much, so hard, that words just echo in my head for a long while. I wish I wasn't like that, perhaps I would be happier than I am now.
I have no idea why I'm entertaining thoughts of skipping everything, skipping school, skipping CCAs, skipping lectures... I am just so tired ):
Late nights for the past few days with J's bday celebration at Hk Cafe (I love you dear:D) to RAPTURE which is deemed the social event of the year... I'm left with a huge homework pile and lots of tests to prepare for!!! I want to do well for promos, like really well.
It's getting a little too stifling. I need to breathe.
My flu is still not gone. I am still not skinny.
School drains me out like mad, no kidding about it.
Lessons has been continuous without much breaks, or it'd be a half an hour break followed by another huge block of lessons. Not adding in the extra lessons, plus I went for bio consultation today. My brain was all saturated. now, we still have open house to worry, sigh.
But, I think consultation is pretty effective. Maybe I should start consulting my Econs tutor since my Econs seem pretty much like a lost cause. AND I think I will give up on Lights Out. This is truly upsetting, I've never not know what to write for a lit assignment. I mean, even if I don't really get the poem, I would still be able to cook up something and produce a relatively fine essay somehow. But this time, I'm defeated. I shall go consult Miss Soh tmrw, although dateline is like tmrw. Oh the horrors! I'm like even missing a dateline. I am seriously worn out.
The eyes are hurting, the body is aching, the stomach is not feeling good, the head is spinning...
It didn't help that even in this zonking out stage, thoughts still creep to you. Inspiring stories, that point me a certain direction that I've known all along. I'm trying my hardest not to be affected anymore. I say, it's not entirely successful, but I've managed a little. Before I know it, I will make it.
Certain things that some people say thugs at my heart. I have to admit that perhaps sometimes I'm just too sensitive, I read too much into details. A little thing can affect me so much, so hard, that words just echo in my head for a long while. I wish I wasn't like that, perhaps I would be happier than I am now.
I have no idea why I'm entertaining thoughts of skipping everything, skipping school, skipping CCAs, skipping lectures... I am just so tired ):
Late nights for the past few days with J's bday celebration at Hk Cafe (I love you dear:D) to RAPTURE which is deemed the social event of the year... I'm left with a huge homework pile and lots of tests to prepare for!!! I want to do well for promos, like really well.
It's getting a little too stifling. I need to breathe.
My flu is still not gone. I am still not skinny.