Thursday, November 06, 2008
Pardon the random incoherent thoughts. I'm starting to think again.
I am so tired zomg. I wish everything would stop now. Store check had only 5 of us rolling and unrolling tents. But I must say lit lecture in the morn was really good, I did learn alot (: (while fighting to stay awake) Elly said she hasn't had time for herself and I realised I haven't had too ): I haven't even had time for loved ones and I need to live everyday as if it's the last day of my life. And I need to enjoy my non existent holidays ): The JC system is just so hectic and annoying and disgusting and... ... I don't want to grow up, period.
Read Nishy's blog and I totally agree with her. 'Clique' makes everything better in SA. I remembered hating the school so much that I had to really drag myself out of the bed every morning; and this resulted in my high late coming rate. Now, at least even if I hated the school, I will stop and think and decide that I want to be in school to see 'Clique'. TY friends (: Although we nonsense whole day, I like it much much worhzZzxz. TEN OF US yoyoyo <3>
Maybe I haven't been as understanding as I thought I was. And maybe I took the best conclusion I could give myself. But I took everything at surface value. Yet now I realised that maybe, maybe you had given it an extra thought. I'm not you, how would I know. All along I thought I was the only one thinking so deep. It hasn't been fair to you. But yet again, nothing is certain.
I wish you would stop treating me this way. I've given you ten chances and all ten, you disappoint me. I feel like an idiot. Why do you only learn to cherish only when you lose it? when will you learn?
PT tmrw at 8 zomg can die can die I shall go jog now.
Pardon the random incoherent thoughts. I'm starting to think again.
I am so tired zomg. I wish everything would stop now. Store check had only 5 of us rolling and unrolling tents. But I must say lit lecture in the morn was really good, I did learn alot (: (while fighting to stay awake) Elly said she hasn't had time for herself and I realised I haven't had too ): I haven't even had time for loved ones and I need to live everyday as if it's the last day of my life. And I need to enjoy my non existent holidays ): The JC system is just so hectic and annoying and disgusting and... ... I don't want to grow up, period.
Read Nishy's blog and I totally agree with her. 'Clique' makes everything better in SA. I remembered hating the school so much that I had to really drag myself out of the bed every morning; and this resulted in my high late coming rate. Now, at least even if I hated the school, I will stop and think and decide that I want to be in school to see 'Clique'. TY friends (: Although we nonsense whole day, I like it much much worhzZzxz. TEN OF US yoyoyo <3>
Maybe I haven't been as understanding as I thought I was. And maybe I took the best conclusion I could give myself. But I took everything at surface value. Yet now I realised that maybe, maybe you had given it an extra thought. I'm not you, how would I know. All along I thought I was the only one thinking so deep. It hasn't been fair to you. But yet again, nothing is certain.
I wish you would stop treating me this way. I've given you ten chances and all ten, you disappoint me. I feel like an idiot. Why do you only learn to cherish only when you lose it? when will you learn?
PT tmrw at 8 zomg can die can die I shall go jog now.