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Friday, November 28, 2008
Some say the world will end in fire
Some say in ice
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favour fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice

-Robert Frost Fire and Ice


I'm just tearing myself apart and dammit it's so stupid. I know I'm toeing the line. I have no idea about my motivations. It's hell stupid but it's been eating into me alot and I'm still trying to get out of this circle.

I need to study dammit. I can't get my head to study. It's like eons since I've come close to any other subject except for lit which was kinda forced on me. I'm missing dd alot because I've so much to tell her. I need to stop believing that I'm a taitai that can spend money like nothing or that I've alot of time. I need to stop living in fantasy and stories with vampires and werewolves. I need to forget.