Thursday, February 05, 2009
School was a fight/struggle in keeping my eyes open and following the lessons; as well as keeping my emotions from fluctuating too much.You know it's pretty heartwarming to see the whole class suffering together with you because you know you are not in this battle alone. Before every lit tutorial, everyone would be online chionging tutorials and the next day, we arrive as sleepy robots in school and fight to keep awake in lessons. There's a sense of unity somewhere which I don't know how to describe hee hee. Not forgetting how class conversations are filled with random quotes from BNW lol.
Highlight or rather the rejuvenating point was when the GC got together once again to have a major juicy sharing session :DD As usual, the powerful lit lecture led to another migraine at the end; but for a good cause because it opened more windows.
I'm still having thoughts to skip school tmrw but I wouldn't because Elly gave me a reason to appear in school.
Very soon, I'll collapse.
Many things happened coupled with the things I'm hearing led me to wonder about the fragility of relationships. One would also wonder of the screwed up world we are living in so I never liked to grow up, or I would rather like to live in disillusionment like the citizens of World State. The vapour or bubble of happiness and joy to mask the ugliness of certain situations. Superficiality as a facade; hypocrisy as a cover. Ignorance is bliss. I would want my childhood innocence back again.
At this rate, I'm going to fall into a hole.
School was a fight/struggle in keeping my eyes open and following the lessons; as well as keeping my emotions from fluctuating too much.You know it's pretty heartwarming to see the whole class suffering together with you because you know you are not in this battle alone. Before every lit tutorial, everyone would be online chionging tutorials and the next day, we arrive as sleepy robots in school and fight to keep awake in lessons. There's a sense of unity somewhere which I don't know how to describe hee hee. Not forgetting how class conversations are filled with random quotes from BNW lol.
Highlight or rather the rejuvenating point was when the GC got together once again to have a major juicy sharing session :DD As usual, the powerful lit lecture led to another migraine at the end; but for a good cause because it opened more windows.
I'm still having thoughts to skip school tmrw but I wouldn't because Elly gave me a reason to appear in school.
Very soon, I'll collapse.
Many things happened coupled with the things I'm hearing led me to wonder about the fragility of relationships. One would also wonder of the screwed up world we are living in so I never liked to grow up, or I would rather like to live in disillusionment like the citizens of World State. The vapour or bubble of happiness and joy to mask the ugliness of certain situations. Superficiality as a facade; hypocrisy as a cover. Ignorance is bliss. I would want my childhood innocence back again.
At this rate, I'm going to fall into a hole.